Saturday, December 25, 2004

 
This is screwed up! I updated my blog but the whole thing is blank!!!!

Well, yesterday was fun!!!!!!!! Went out ot watch a movie, buy a present for my fren and catch up with ex-classmates. Funorama!!!!!!!

Speaking of movies, watched Kung Fu Hustle yesterday. An excellent movie if you love action, comedy and a bit of melodrama. A tad too Twins Effect to be considered Steven Chow's best movie but still thoroughly enjoyable.

Came home very late yesterday because it is so crowded there in Orchard Road. Note to self: never go to town on Christmas Eve!!!!

Finally I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERYONE MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, December 19, 2004

 
In The End
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due timeAll I knowtime is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
I triedso hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself howI tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when
I tried so hardAnd got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matterI had to fall
To lose it allBut in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

This sums up what I felt after 2003. My swimming achievements, my good grades and my fitness! I tried so hard to be somebody and I got so far but in the end when i got into army..... It really did not matter!!!!!!

Sad aint it! It is funny that my favorite songs are slightly sad! Na Jiu Zhe Yang Ba, Zui Hou De Zhan Yi and Sgt Mackenzie! Well maybe because I really can click with these songs! It is a matter of taste i guess!

Friday, December 17, 2004

 
Well, today was fun! Went out with Christopher and his friend. The supposed expert in dating was struck down by a bad case of heartbreak so was reduced to a puddle of chicken goo! Well I guess we all have our ups and downs! Well besides that we checked out a few chicks but nothing impressive. Now to solve my problems of admin and duty. Easy to solve on paper but hard when you actually do it! Irritating!

Need a place to go for the new year eve! Hope someone invites me to go!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

 
Hey! My day today was like a bookworm's dream. Finished Ian Rankin's The Hanging Garden and John Grisham's The Testament. Nothing much else except I got selected to the X country team and so I am home today relaxing!

Wish me luck because I will need it!

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

 
Yeah! Second nights off in 2 days! In fact 2nd one in my whole career in Yew Tee! Man its getting good! Too good but i guess life is like that! Such is life! Hmmm.... nothing much else to report except I got lots of work waiting for me in camp! Actually not that much but it enough to kill if not clear everytime they pop up!

Sunday, December 12, 2004

 
For some unusual reason my blog is now in chinese. Not the text on it but the blogger site itself! Ah well, such is life!

Hmmmm......... So far so good, got my weekends planned more or less. Now to work out my work. Got some work left to do and my temp is now 38.0 degrees C. Man, i am sick! Actually juz tired but not sick!

Saturday, December 11, 2004

 
Now to more nice stuff! The week is like a long work week and all i got was a 37.8 degree C fever and cough! God help me please! My work keeps following me back home like some stalker..... Irritating but necessary! Well thats a cool way of putting that in perspective! Makes me feel popular! Speaking of popular, my phone bill is going through the roof! People insist on calling me for the slightest things like accessing the computer and keys! Admin work is not hard but very tiring and frustrating! Well, next week is a fun week!

The Dragon has risen and boy is he pissed!
I juz had to type that out!

Now back to work!

Saturday, December 04, 2004

 
A brief review on the Polar Express: It is nice. The christmasy feeling of the movie. It really rocks if you want to watch the typical Disney movie. Lotsa singing, dancing and kid love and friendship! 4 stars to it!

Taxi: Nice but a little too stupid to believe at times! Unbelieveably funny but i guess it has some real issues to address. Like grown-up kids living 10 feet away from the parents place. Ex-romances affecting your professional life! Queen Latifah was hilarious!

Man, looking forward to the return of some friends from overseas and going out with my family and friends! So much I want to do and see b4 i go to India for training!


 
Well....... The week about to be over. All the happy times spent gone down the toilet of history. At least it was partially fruitful! Went out with my cuz, friends and myself! Watched many a movie. But alas all good things must end and all bad ones must begin! For it is when you experience the bad and unhappy things that you learn to appreciate the good things in life.
Now for a short rant to clear my mind!
Without bad what is good? Without evil what is holy? Why do we say that there is a Devil called Satan? It is simply because we need a scapegoat, an outcast, a monster to blame our problems and faults on! In our beliefs, good triumphs over evil but look around you! I dare you say that it is really true! Look at the most pious among our leaders! George 'The Idiot' Bush! Look what a mess he has created! Look how he uses God's name! Look at how he helps his fellow Americans! The poor are dying and the rich are thriving! Where is God? Bushie Boy and his cabal of sadists are plotting to commit evil deeds in the name of God! You pay a pliot 16k a year and then forbid him from claiming welfare! You give tax breaks to the rich guys and let the poor waste away! WHY GOD WHY? Why have you sent us a dunce to lead your people? Why not Clinton or one of the Lees? Why Bush? He aint even fit for command of a squadron of planes much less the balance of world order! Everyday he sits in the White House is a day lost to extremism, day more that your chose people (Muslims, Christians and Jews) drift further apart! If Satan existed, then who would he corrupt to do his bidding? Osama the evil but extremely sick and kidney-failing terrorist? or George W. Bush the President Of The United States Of America(USA)? I think Bushy! If God is all-powerful, then he has either given up on us or juz wants us to suffer more then come save us! Come on what kind of loving God would let his people suffer everyday of their lives? To lose faith in him? To let the evil use his name? I juz thought that i should release my frustration towards the state our world today! I have lost and found my faith in God many times. He is still with us I believe but far more unwilling to use his powers to save us from Luicifer then when his Chosen roamed the Middle East thousands of years ago! He has done miracles in all our lives yet sometimes he chooses to hold back to let us depend on ourselves. Juz like a mother has to let go of her hands to teach her child to walk, God releases his hold on us to let us learn how to live. For it is in suffering that you learn what is enjoyment, it is in giving to others your last possessions that you appreciate the value of money and possessions. The Americans failed their second test from God! Bush has won aka Satan has won................
Not true! God loses the small skrimishes to let the Devil feel pride and arrogance then the Lord Almighty will smote him down with humility. Let us people of God not fall for the Devil's tricks and false promises. Perhaps God is indeed sending Armageddon to us but not the melodramtic type you see in the movies but one where all shall be revealed. An event of serenity rather than violence! We shall see the face of God and Satan. What happens after that, I dare not say!

Well that was a rush!

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