Sunday, September 24, 2006
Mood: Happy
Music: Flying without wings: Westlife
The holidays are here!!!!
So happy!!!! Finally a chance to enjoy myself and catch up on my sleep and ....... studies.
Studies take a backseat for 1 week. A time to do what i want to do. Rather than what i need to do. Like 8 am go lec etc....
I am flying without wings!!!!!
Ian
Music: Flying without wings: Westlife
The holidays are here!!!!
So happy!!!! Finally a chance to enjoy myself and catch up on my sleep and ....... studies.
Studies take a backseat for 1 week. A time to do what i want to do. Rather than what i need to do. Like 8 am go lec etc....
I am flying without wings!!!!!
Ian
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Friends and Overseas.
Mood: Down going Up
Music: Night at Roxbury
Funny how when your friends are around you dun seem to care about what is up with them unless you see them everyday. When they leave, you realise how much you miss them. Weird but true.
I never felt like this before mainly because me and my best friend Chris are used to having MSN chats and emails. Most of my closer friends were in the same school as me or unit. So never thought much about this issues.
Until now.
My JC clique has flown to the land of Kangaroo poo and the beautiful country. That is Clarence and Alex. Both were the 2 more closer friends. Not that Marcus isnt close just not so. No more weird nights with the trio watching them play FF, talking about JC and BBQs.
I miss the fun I had with them. I miss having some friends to chat with now that Uni is making me feel alone and that sucks. I got friends but they have their own schedules. Adapting slowly but surely. The fun of life saving is displacing the emptiness in my chest. Hope that i can achieve something beyond the normal lifeguard license.
Yeah!!!!
3 more months till my pals return. Gambatte!!!!!
Mood: Down going Up
Music: Night at Roxbury
Funny how when your friends are around you dun seem to care about what is up with them unless you see them everyday. When they leave, you realise how much you miss them. Weird but true.
I never felt like this before mainly because me and my best friend Chris are used to having MSN chats and emails. Most of my closer friends were in the same school as me or unit. So never thought much about this issues.
Until now.
My JC clique has flown to the land of Kangaroo poo and the beautiful country. That is Clarence and Alex. Both were the 2 more closer friends. Not that Marcus isnt close just not so. No more weird nights with the trio watching them play FF, talking about JC and BBQs.
I miss the fun I had with them. I miss having some friends to chat with now that Uni is making me feel alone and that sucks. I got friends but they have their own schedules. Adapting slowly but surely. The fun of life saving is displacing the emptiness in my chest. Hope that i can achieve something beyond the normal lifeguard license.
Yeah!!!!
3 more months till my pals return. Gambatte!!!!!
Sunday, September 10, 2006
We try so hard. We get so far but in the end does it matter once we failed. We lose friends, fail to achieve our goals and other disappointments. When we look back, what have we gotten? Experience? Thats nonsense. Experience is something to justify our failure. Not to be mistaken with something you have done succesfully.
Failure experiences are sad to say the least. I am not talking about failing an academic assessment. I am talking about failing to achieve something that means little to anyone but yourself. Being 21 and going through a myriad of activities and meeting many people, I feel its time to be more wise. Wiser about my actions, about letting others go. Let the birds go, if they come back then feed them and see if they leave again. I doubt anyone who reads this will not understand its very profound yet obvious meaning.
I feel upset when i fail to achieve something, whether it be a test or something less important. Sometimes, we must reflect on our actions and our decisions regarding others. Perhaps its time to change my perception of life.
Failure experiences are sad to say the least. I am not talking about failing an academic assessment. I am talking about failing to achieve something that means little to anyone but yourself. Being 21 and going through a myriad of activities and meeting many people, I feel its time to be more wise. Wiser about my actions, about letting others go. Let the birds go, if they come back then feed them and see if they leave again. I doubt anyone who reads this will not understand its very profound yet obvious meaning.
I feel upset when i fail to achieve something, whether it be a test or something less important. Sometimes, we must reflect on our actions and our decisions regarding others. Perhaps its time to change my perception of life.
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